Let the wrong begin

Hey guys. Yes this is damned last minute and I'll understand if people can't make. Due to a last minute semi-windfall myself and two of my housemates all have friday morn/afternoon off. Because of this I'm gonna try to get my stuff hauled down here during that time period. If anyone in the Albany area has a few hours free time friday morning/afternoon and wouldn't mind helping me load the truck I would be very greatful. You don't have to follow us down to Sals Mills, as that is a way long drive. But if I could grab even one or two people to help with the truck loading that would be super. LOL And there are no stairs involved this time *grins* Thanks so much guys ^_^ I miss you upstaters. *sniffles*

OKay guys here's the deal.

I need some help moving my stuff from my apartment to the storage place. I was going to do it on the last weekend of this month but there are other things going on and that no longer works. SO I am having to put this note out a bit late.

If anyone can help on this coming Sunday the 24th I would be very appreciative. Honestly it isn't that much and as long as I get the furniture (which I can't move on my own) moved I will be a happy Seo.

I figured we could start the push around 2 or 3. If you can come over (even for a few moments) just drop me a line here or on the cell.

Once again thank you guys, even if you can't make it ^_^

So my weekly..irr bi-weekly...irr well hows about a quick update.

Spent the week at the Sals Mill house. Thanks guys ^_^

Will be going back next week *facepalms* This lack of a new place is honestly beginning to get to me.

Lets see classes are fine. I've no worries there as long as go to class I get A's. *shrugs* My teachers all like me and are beginning to figure out how much of a smartass I can be. Already had one thank me for such solid class participation. LOL I just like talking. Ethics teacher pissed me off by wanting a report on Bk2 of Plato's Republic (had to read the whole thing and my group did bk 2) and asking for it in two days time at the end of class and not givin our group any time to get together. Fucker. Oh I did my report then the bastard decided he didn't need it after all. Thanks could you have told me before I stayed up til 3am working on it!?

Drive home was mostly uneventful other then some jerk ridin my tailpipe I had to teach a lesson to about whose the bigger bitch. And yes ladies and gentlemen you guessed it- ME.

Came home turned on my computer and you guessed it the damn thing died. It won't go pass the first windows splash screen where it gives the little loading bar. *sighs* I'm fairly certain this is just gonna keep happening no matter how many times I reput windows on it. It has to be some sort of hardware issue and I'm basicaly writing the damned thing off. *sighs* The laptop is okay for now but I'll need a new desktop eventually.

Went searching online for new places and jobs tonight. Gonna start throwing resumes around.

Oh and I got a lovely and terrifying letter from the fin. aide people. Seems there was a change in the laws and all classes used for aide must apply towards your degree. Well yeah I checked this week and everything , and I mean everything, applies towards my degree. So gotta go have a chat with them this week.

Have to get a physical for my workstudy program on tuesday. Gotta get like 5 vaccinations too. Looking at places on monday. Oh had a lovely time getting finger printed last weds at the state troopers station. The cop was cute and we had a nice chat. Saw him get really mad at some people who didn't have their kids belted down in the car. It was funny and kinda scary.

*sighs* Well I think I'm gonna go crash or something. I was feeling well this morning.

So yesterday was okay. I spent far too much time in bed being unable to breathe from what is either a cold or allergies. I'm only half sure one way or the other. Then did some packing, cleaned the tub and toilet and got ready to head out. Nix after learning of my sad lack of Kevin Smith films decided we must all get together and watch Chasing Amy and An Evening with Kevin Smith. Didn't honestly like Chasing Amy. Too many annoying and painful emotional moments and we all know Seo has the emotional expressive ability of a teaspoon. EWKS wasn't bad. Long but fairly amusing and we all talked and joked through it. We being Nix, Will, Zack H., Me, and Joyce and Jen for parts of the early evening. Then I went shopping bought some school supplies and other odds and ends (like food since once in a while I actually get the urge to eat). My new backpack while expensive also is really cool and seems pretty heavy duty, which is good. My old leather one is just not up to college life and I rather like it and don't feel like wearing it to hell and back. So got home jus before dawn and crashed.

So during sleep I have begun to believe that your mind finds the most painful thing it can and then it flaunts it before you repeatidly. Personally I think I'm in the mood that if they had a drug that let you not dream for a while I'd take it. Healthy sleep be damned. Anyhow I need to go pack more and get my letter of res. School starts in 3 days. Still nothing really on the apartment market worth while. Well okay there is this little all util 3 bedroom place I'm really interested in but 875 is just a bit out of my budget. It has a fireplac though. FIREPLACE!

So I've been unpacking and repacking my boxes, preparing for the new move. In doing so I discovered I have I think three boxes *full* of plushies. Plus some random one thrown around various place. Most of these I won from the claw machine back when we were at the old Denny's. I would just like to say I definatly do NOT need to move THREE boxes of plushies a couple or hundred miles. As such I have decided to donate the things to a locate pediatric ward, kids home, or orphanage or something. Having decided this first thing this morning I then went dutifully about finding one locally. Scarily enough this is not as easy as it would sound as A) I didn't grown up here, B) I have no kids, and C) it isn't the holiday season.

LOL As such does anyone locally know of one of the above and can point me in the right direction. Or purpura what was the name of the place that took such good care of Charlie-man? Would they like some toys? If I'm heading that direction for painting next week (if you want help that is) I could drop them enroute. Just a thought.

Anyhow I need to go grab some trash bags and start getting rid of more of the crap I've been carting around. Moving can be so damned useful at times.

The closer the move gets the twitchier I become. We are at about the 3 month mark and I find I have become itchy with the taste of what's to come. I've moved tons of times before. I'm not worried about the mechanics of the move. Honestly that's really the least of it all, but the leaving of people behind, that has started to get to me.

Sometimes it seems like I'm always leaving the people I care about behind. Sometimes, like with my father, it isn't my choice and there wasn't anything I could do about it. Some people, like Hare and others like him, I had to leave to save myself and my sanity and those were always close calls. But mostly it is just me moving around alot. It just seems to be something I do. I get restless in one spot, or I haven't found a spot yet that I'm happy with. Sometimes, like Albany, I moved here for a particular reason or because of certain people and once those reasons no longer apply I want to leave. But that was before. Over this last year, while my feelings on Albany haven't changed, I have found a fairly happy exsitance hanging out with new friends. What am I going to do when they are far away and I don't get to see them almost everyday like now?

On the bright side I'm not moving somewhere unknown this time. I'm staying in the same state and I do have a big bunch of wonderful friends down where I am moving. That is a happy thought. I love the fact that I get to move down and see the Warwick folks (because I can't remember that big long name you've made for yourselves) on a more regular basis. I love the fact that I can see the kids now more then once a month or so. I love the fact that I'm going back to school and I think I'm healthy enough mentally now to finish it. These are all goods things. I'm in such a good place right now in my life and yet I feel weird about the move.

I know it all makes sense and all and this is yet another big change and not even the last one but well yeah I'm getting weirder the closer it gets. So torn. I love going new places and meeting new and interesting people. I've become quite the gregarious Seo in my old age. I can't wait to start learning again because I want to and not because I'm forced to. I look forward to finding new places and being close to NYC. But I still hate leaving people behind. I hate it. I hated leaving my friends on Cape behind. I hate that I don't get to see the OH folks often or the Baltimore Boys. I hate seeing my Mom only once or twice a year. I hate that I don't have the money to see them all the time. *sighs*

So anyhow be warned, I will get probably a little weirder as the date draws close. I'll be fine. If I suddenly bust out with "I'm gonna miss you so much" randomly don't worry and I shall endeavor not to start bawling on anyone. Oh gods that would just be embarrassing LOL

The move is done (mostly)!!!!!

LOL I'm posting from Kibble's computer before heading over to 539 park to get with the partying. See peoples there ^_^

Oh and I am as in love with my new place as i hoped to be. The kitchen is a little different and so i don't get the stools I wanted but I still love it and it is still great for parties and people being over.

Fuck all I am tired.

Oh and I would like to see special thanks to Uwe, Johnathan, Emily, Kibble, Carla, Murphy, Johanna, Nello, Scott, and Gleef. And Jim too for trying to get over even if it didn't work out. You guys are the best peoples in the world thank you so much for all you help. I love you guys ^_^

~Seo the sore but happy

I'm at work. I want to go home but I can't. Usually I get out early on fridays but Tammy is in and interview and it is runing late and i can't leave til she does so I'm stuck here. Oh well. I'm a slightly worried because she is in there for so long. That must mean she likes the person which means I will be replaced soon. Though probably not for atleast a week or two. *sighs* I don't know what I'm doing after that. I'm a little worried about it but not to too much.

I think the move is going to go fairly smooth tomorrow. Hopefully the rain lets up a bit but I've got a fair amount of people. To help so hopefully all will go well.

Tammy is out sweettttt! I go home now!

So had a fairly good day at work. I'm running between the two extremes of being really annoyed about something and being really happy about how everything else is going. I'm not dealing with the thing which is aggrivating me until next week sometime wherein I will figure out what exactly I will be doing about it.

Had a nice long talk with casteylan about things we needed to discuss and general chit chat that I enjoy getting into. *snugs* to Cas! As well as Ted-sama, Kae, Solo, and Mongo. LOL Yay ^_^

The big move it this weekend. I'm trying to handle all the last minute details of which there are many and things are going at a fast yet halting pace.

Found out Derek isn't coming home to the states until next August which just sucks. I still need to finish getting his package together. And I didn't send my moms b-day gift out because I'm a twit and got sick. I have to call her tomorrow and say Happy Birthday and explain.

Started my classes today. I.E. I actually went online and did the work today. LOL I was a little behind but not much. I can't wait to actually be able to dig my stupid books out. Jebus it is annoying being so inbetween things.

Emailed Ablest today adn they say they've always been paying me at my current rate. Which is damned confusing as I know that isn't what they hired me at. I unfortunatly think I might have otssed the very first stuff I got from them back when I cleaned my car out but I'm not sure. Either way I can't find the stuff until next week after i've emptyed the car out and give it a solid look. Annoying either way. Or maybe I'm wrong but I don't think so because i remember being terribly excited about my new pay rate.

Anyhow I've been staring at this computer for far too long. I do believe I am going to go elsewhere for a little while.