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In case I forget. I'll basically be gone this weekend. Going to warwick for Saint pat's. Moms up so she's got the weekend and maybe go back down on sunday. Who knows. If you need me use the cell. I'll have it on me or close by.
So today I started cleaning my room again. It had never gotten really cleaned properly since the move and I want to go back through the boxes and throw away all the crap I don't need. Try and cut the amount I have to move down by like half or something.
I came across in my cleaning one of my old hardbound diaries I have had since I was 15 nearly ten years. Amazing what one writes down and what changes have been wrought over that period of time. I wrote off and on again in it (couple times a year maybe more) til 2001 right before I was to move out here to stay with my new family Ten Clan *sardonic grin*. Funny as hell no? Then nothing until todays entry. (yes I couldn't resist adding a bit I probably will when evere I run across it)
( Because this isn't the most interesting post in the world and I shan't force you to read it )
As such my decision is made. I'm moving to warwick come this fall if they'll still have my whinging stubborn ass. I may be skittish but never doubt my commitment. I'll figure out the details as soon as I can but that's where I want to go and if things fall apart I'll deal. I've dealt with it before and I know I'm strong enough to survive. But I also think I'm strong enough and stubborn enough as well as the others involved that I may not have to. Atleast not for a long long while. Lifes a ride hold on tight.
I came across in my cleaning one of my old hardbound diaries I have had since I was 15 nearly ten years. Amazing what one writes down and what changes have been wrought over that period of time. I wrote off and on again in it (couple times a year maybe more) til 2001 right before I was to move out here to stay with my new family Ten Clan *sardonic grin*. Funny as hell no? Then nothing until todays entry. (yes I couldn't resist adding a bit I probably will when evere I run across it)
( Because this isn't the most interesting post in the world and I shan't force you to read it )
As such my decision is made. I'm moving to warwick come this fall if they'll still have my whinging stubborn ass. I may be skittish but never doubt my commitment. I'll figure out the details as soon as I can but that's where I want to go and if things fall apart I'll deal. I've dealt with it before and I know I'm strong enough to survive. But I also think I'm strong enough and stubborn enough as well as the others involved that I may not have to. Atleast not for a long long while. Lifes a ride hold on tight.
I'm still down in warwick. I think I would rather be home right now. I'm really quite tired and I actually don't like not being at home for long periods of time because I have a real problem sleeping in other peoples homes. I can't really wander off though because it truly isn't fair of the others who are using me for rides to and from.
I think next weekend I will be making a turducken. I'm not sure. Plus I have a cocktail party to plan. Think I'll go lay down.
I think next weekend I will be making a turducken. I'm not sure. Plus I have a cocktail party to plan. Think I'll go lay down.
So still down in Warwick. Going home some time tomorrow. Probably early as my lungs are getting worse. I really should not have gone walking in the cold. I know better then that. My lungs are actually bad enough where I have to baby any URI I get because it blossoms into something really bad pretty easily. I have to remember to tell Matt about 'Ello 'Ello cause I found out he's another british comedy freak like myself. Maybe Scott will let me borrow his copies down to here for next time I'm down. I intend to infect everyone with it now. Wicked funny.
Anyhow I'm for bed and hopefully sleep. *sighs* My sleep has been shite lately. Worse then normal. I hate the really bad insomnia attacks. They always get on my nerves, even though I can live with like no sleep for a really long time.
Anyhow I'm for bed and hopefully sleep. *sighs* My sleep has been shite lately. Worse then normal. I hate the really bad insomnia attacks. They always get on my nerves, even though I can live with like no sleep for a really long time.
I'm down in warwick right now. I had intended to sleep late and go out job hunting today. But instead I got a call in the morning and had one of the maybe three names mentioned that would have gotten me out of bed at the drop of a hat. I don't mind I had wanted to visit soon anyhow but I wish it was for less stressful reasons. Things seem to be settling. Not sure3 when I'll be heading back probably tomorrow or something.
Anyhow I haven't been sleeping or others things very well latly. I know why I've been out of it as far as sleeping goes it is my own fault but what ever.
BTW kids cartoons now a days basically suck as far as I can tell.
Anyhow I haven't been sleeping or others things very well latly. I know why I've been out of it as far as sleeping goes it is my own fault but what ever.
BTW kids cartoons now a days basically suck as far as I can tell.
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