I have a throbbing headache and I'm so angry I believe I might either throw up or start crying soon. It is a pointless, impotent anger that gets me now where; one I know won't be resolved or even treated. I wish I could just not care but I have to care or at least I know I'm supposed to. If I stop caring I'll just become what I was before and that's no good. So instead I'll stay in my room with a horrible headache all day and swallow all the words tearing at my teeth.
Good way to start the day, ne?
Good way to start the day, ne?