So it is official, I will not be going back to New Paltz for college. Hmm some many emotions are wound up with this but I think it will work out better for me this way.

I went out today and saw The Happening. I'll give a full review later but I think I'll just sum it up in a few words, hello eco-moral movie suckidge. Seriously unhappy with how the movie turned out. I was so looking forward to it and it failed so hard. To give you some idea of how bad it was most of the audience started booing once the credits rolled and I was a breath of good taste away from joining them.

It is early in the morning and I should go try and sleep I guess.
seorgia: (Seo: What Makes Me Real?)
( Jun. 12th, 2008 03:13 am)
So school... I'm thinking of leaving New Paltz and going to a exclusively online college. I'm hesitant to do it but I think I might have to with gas prices being so hellish. Next semester I will have between 3-4 days which I have to be on campus. I'm expecting between 200 and 300 dollars in gas a month. I'm not sure I can afford to do that. Plus I'm not sure I really want to go back to New Paltz. I didn't do particularly well there academically and while I met some friends I really adore I can see them outside of class.

What I'm really worried about is how that will look on a resume later on. The school is accredited and all but it just seems a bit odd. Then of course there is the whole online aspect which is scary all on its own.

So the plus is easy of access, lower cost, and I can go when I feel like it. Downside is I'm worried about future employment and my ability to actually do the work.

Blegh so what to do?
Final Grades are in. I'm thinking of going to drown myself in the pond.

Instead I cried to my mom and I feel better. Now I have to deal with begging/yelling at teachers. One has caved and I need medical documentation. The other isn't responding to my emails and I hate her.

*sigh* Vacation soon. Speaking of which, I will have Monday-Wednesday June 9-11 free for anyone in the western PA and eastern Ohio area who wants to hang out/put me up for a couple of days. I will be going to the Khep Gather the previous weekend and then WtT the weekend after and it really makes no sense for me to drive home for two days and then back out to PA.

So if anyone wants to lay clam to the Seo for a few fun filled days of hanging out and goodness let me know. If not I'm just gonna grab a cheap ass hotel room for a couple days and veg.
seorgia: (Default)
( May. 16th, 2008 09:02 am)
One more final left and I'm free. I also have a shagload of things planed for today and this weekend. i need to clean and rearrange my room. I'm storing three tanks and a ferret cage. This includes this feeder mice in the garage that Jeff hates. I've been letting everything slide this week with finals but no more of that. I also need to run to the court and pay my ticket today without fail.

I could not wake myself up today. I had to resort to finally listing off my name and other things out loud to ground myself all the a back in my body. I am one tired Seo.

Alright, I have an hour and a half to study for my remaining final then it is off to school time.

Wish me luck.
seorgia: (Emotion: Fail)
( May. 15th, 2008 12:39 pm)
Well I just failed my math final *face palms* why does this always happen to me? The shit I study being not what was on the test. Hello if you wanted a to testing me on nothing but graphing could you have just called it a graphing test?

God I hate me right about now.

This may fuck my college career hardcore. Fuck.

*sighs* Tomorrow is my microeconomics final and I'm done for this semester. *sigh* I should just go sign up for the same math class in the fall. There is no way I passed it. Ugh I suck!
seorgia: (Emotion: Bored)
( May. 15th, 2008 06:54 am)
I hate accounting.

I cannot understand how this would interest someone enough to want to become an accountant. Or maybe I can but damn is it still boring as non-sin.

*sighs* I can't say I never see myself using this knowledge though which makes slogging through it a bit easier to take. I have, in fact, already used this class to help me balance my own accounts.

I still have it. I don't care about cash flows. I don't care about above par dividends or what ever. I really don't care about income statements unless the income is mine and it is positive.

Oh well back to the slog I go.

EDIT: Accounting final is done. Actually it felt pretty good which means nothing for me and accounting but there you go. I only guessed on two questions where I could just not remember the stupid formula. I think formula questions are stupid. I can go google the formulas in two seconds. A better question would be what do the formulas tell you. I hate route questions time dates, formulas, and spelling. They just bug me for so many reasons.

Math final in 30 mins.
seorgia: (Emotion: Power)
( May. 14th, 2008 11:37 pm)
It is finals week. I'm massively tired and dealing with tons of crap.

I have a few posts I want to make but not right now. I spent today in a drugged sleepy haze until late in the day. I'm picking up the lower dosage meds tomorrow. Then I let the ferrets play for a while. They still aren't getting along perfectly yet. Part of this I think is because they are on different schedules. The girl was up ready to play this evening but the boy just wanted to sleep. So there as fighting and wrestling but I'm sure they'll sort it all out eventually. I ended the evening with Timone curled up on m lap napping. He is a sweet little thing.

I have two finals first thing in the morning. I'm sort of ready for both of them. I'm going to try and wake up early to cram more. One is the math final i missed on tuesday night. Evidently they have a group math final instead of the normal scheduled math final. Yeah nice letting everyone know Teach. Anyhow after dealing with a bit of snarky nonsense I am taking the final tomorrow. I just have to remember to suck it up and deal with being told I'm a bad girl blah blah blah. FUck you lady, fuck you.

I have one final on Friday and I am done with done sauce. I think I did alright for the most part. I hope I did. I keep worrying about it all. I'm a bit screwed if I didn't do alright.

Okay sleep and studying and finals. here I go.
*cries* I think I have missed my math final somehow! I went to class at the time that it said to go there online and NO ONE WAS THERE! I called my math teacher but didn't get any response. I left a message on her phone and I'm going to go email her now. OMG I'm flipping out.
seorgia: (Emotion: Swearing)
( May. 13th, 2008 02:23 pm)
I have spent the last 20 mins talking to others in my class. Everyone is flipping out about this final. You weren't supposed to use outside sources and the reading makes little sense for what you are supposed to do. LOL This is going to be so much fun.

*shrugs* Oh well, honestly I got an A on my last test and if I get any points at all on this test I will pass the course. I pretty much only care about passing at this point. Everything else is gravy.

Five mins to go and the teacher is here.

EDIT: So I'm all done. It was a really stupid final. I would also like to note it is damned annoying to lose your original teacher 3/4s of the way through a course and have them replaced by a teacher who's teaching method is the exact opposite of the original teacher. They are so opposate that in the middle of the test this teacher said "Don't be terse. make sure you do all 350-500 words. The original teacher was always like BE TERSE. I don't care how much you write as long as you answer the question. Which, btw, IMHO is a better teaching methodology. I spent the last half an hour of my time padding my stupid essay because I had already written in terse speak before the other teacher opened his big yap. I'm way glad I had Mr. Marjolin as my beginning teacher. He was so cool.

Oh well time for more math review and then the math final. I feel confident that I passed the Eco class. Maybe not with flying colors but still passing.
seorgia: (Silly: Bondage again?)
( May. 13th, 2008 01:57 pm)
I have my first final in a half an hour. I should be cramming but I'm taking five mins out to stare at LJ and chill. I was feeling oddly pretty confident this morning as I left the house. Now the prefinal jitters have settled in and I'm none too happy. Gonna wander into the class and see if anyone is around to quiz back and forth on things. After this I have my math final. Oh joy

Long day....
seorgia: (Default)
( May. 11th, 2008 08:05 pm)
Here's a quickie post. The new ferret has arrived and they are getting along alright. A bit of fighting as they develop a pecking order but otherwise things are okay. They are both very handleable and do not seem inclined to bite. The boy is curled up in his little nest and the girl is for some reason curled up on the friggin' shelf under the water bottle. Weirdo ferret.

I'm really fucking tired and I need to get my stupid lexapro script dropped again. So nap for me. i have finals all this week oh the yay. I'm gonna spend later tonight and all of tomorrow studying like a fiend. I have two on tuesday, one on thursday and one on friday. Yay the fun of my life *chuckles*. I suspect I will do alright. I need more time to studying but I feel okay. Not great but okay. It was a tough semester for so many reasons but I got through it and I think I'm going to pass everything. I may not get wonderful grades but i think i'll still pass well enough.
seorgia: (Default)
( Apr. 29th, 2008 11:22 am)
It is cold at school today. I'm in a piss poor mood and I managed to forget my cell phone at home so I can't find out if anyone wants to meet me for lunch. I may wander over there anyhow. Or maybe I won't. I'm not sure I'm fit to be near people and not scream at them. My stomach is one giant pit of acid so I suppose I should find something that resembles food and put it in but not really in a self-productive, feeding myself mood. Can't seem to shake my bad mood. Got pissed off last night about a myriad of things. Had horrible bad dreams after finally crashing. Maybe I'll nap in my car some more. Car naps are often quite nice. I really want some hard cider but cops frown on you drinking such things on campus out in the open. Too bad killing people is illegal.

Started my first batch of my Harmony Dr sourdough this morning with the different kneading technique used. I think I'm fond of both. Almost strangled Quinn when I got up to check on my bread and found her sitting on it. Grrrr. The bread was fine (it had been covered) except a huge foot print in it which left me less then pleased. I'll bake it when I get home. I like sourdough and it's never ending rising period. The dough was wet and quite lovely. I need some different flours to continue my experiments.

Damnit I really need my cell phone. Shit i wonder if I have enough time to wander home and fetch it before class?
I knew this semester was starting to go too well. I lost part of my school funding. They need another 1361.00 from me now. I have no idea where I'm going to come up with over a thousand dollars. I'm already broke as hell and hunting the wild job.

*head desk*
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Fuck. Well .... fuck... gotta figure something out now.
seorgia: (Emotion: Fail)
( Apr. 17th, 2008 03:12 pm)
Okay i am studying my test. Oh no I can't remember how to graph this stupid question aghhhhhhhh!

Failure is looming close!

HELPPPPP! Oh noes brain dying!


FUCK off I go to the test. Wish me luck!

EDIT: Seo got a B minus on her exam. Blegh. Not the worst or best grade I've ever gotten.
seorgia: (Emotion: Bored)
( Apr. 17th, 2008 10:31 am)
I am in class. I should be doing Accounting work. Bwahaha I hate accounting so I am pestering you people. hehehe

That and I have no idea what we are doing in class. Mmmmm tasty unknowledge.
seorgia: (Emotion: Fail)
( Apr. 15th, 2008 02:15 pm)
Sooooo today is the opposite of yesterday. Today I couldn't seem to wake up and slept until well now. Actually until late noon but who's counting. I'm about to get up and offline and start my day late. I have to go to school for class and take care of a few pet feedings (fish, yeast, lizards) before I leave. I was up earlier today and I watched Pulse (not a bad movie) and took care of a few things this morning (yay shower time!) but then I just sort of feel asleep again. Oh well. On the whole I feel pretty good. Still thinking a bit too much about various things and too curious about how other people are doing by far but I guess I'm doing fairly okay for now.

Anyhow I'm off to school now.

Oh and thank god I don't live with people who are as addicted to pets as I am. I keep seeing hard luck cases I would adopt in a second. I do believe I need to find a twelve step program. Hmmm though I actually have a ten step program in place their names are Kt, Matt, K, Jeff.... hehehe
seorgia: (Silly: Painted Seo)
( Apr. 14th, 2008 01:45 pm)
I feel very accomplished. So far today I have fixed my car (about an hour and both ends worked on), did my laundry (thank god!), registered for summer courses, faxed the financial aid crap I needed to send in, ordered dog meds/stuff, and taken care of a bunch of bills.

I forgot how much I really love working on cars. I didn't do anything complicated today but it was nice to do it on my own. My dad worked on cars and used to let me help. Still has fond memories attached to it. ^_^

Left to do is run to the post office, start applying to more jobs, file a few things, do some homework, and a bit more laundry. PLus a couple of other things I'm sure I'll think up later. I've been up since 1:30 am so yeah.

Also for my latest baking projects I am starting some work on sourdough breads. I really wanted a sponge from everywhere I have lived but I never started while I was in Albany. Maybe I can convince someone to start one for me and send it to me. They are going well. I gave them their 12 hour feeding and I have another in 3-4 hours. I also have to run and pick up something from a freecycler.

I'm off to start my temp agency calls then maybe start with the faxing of my resume to places. Plus I have to do my telephone interviews for the online work. I might go out and grab a few other applications as well. I'm in desperate need of la moola.

I also think I'm going to have to break down and buy more colored pencils for my baking projects. I have, somewhere, a huge package of different colors in different mediums but I cannot find it ANYWHERE! As such, I'm just going to buy a smallish package to get by on. I have to cakes in the active planning stage. One for Kt's b-day which is Friday and one for Sean. Sean gave me an idea of what he wants, though we need to discuss flavors but Kt has given me nothing but her full confidence (bwhaha). Planning I must start. I already have some ideas but i prefer to put them on paper first. Actually I think Kt mentioned somehting about wanting fondue cake bits which I really wouldn't have much to do with unless I stuffed them or something since frosting is not an issue. Unless I froze the frosting on which might be nice dipped into a hot sauce. Hmmmm melting might be an issue. Interesting ideas though. I love to work with pastry. Damn can't find where Jesse posted the pictures of the last boob cake. I need to fetch them from her at some point to add them to my pastry pictures. I feel rather chuffed though. Everyone at the party thought I should go pro and make cakes for a living. LOL It is a fond dream but there are so many things in the way of me doing so. Anyhow cool thought.

I need to finish writing up my notes on the recent metaphysical stuff. I did something the other night and I wonder if it changed things again. Gotta pin K down and see if she noted a difference.

Off I go to finish my chores ^_^
seorgia: (Silly: Masturbation Killing Unicorns)
( Apr. 11th, 2008 01:09 pm)
I just finished my Micro Exam. I actually think I did really well. I finished up in about a half an hour. So 2 out of 3 exams this week went really well. Yeah still need to track down my math teacher and beg crazy.

Ho hum I am off to run errands and fix my bumper now. I ran into Reid at school before class and chatted for a few minutes. He has been running around upstate a lot lately dealing with medical things. I hope he ends up being okay. It was nice running into him though. I had missed hanging out with him. I really should start going back to Gaming Society. It is just on such a crap night for me. It would be easier if I was actually on campus those days. Blegh.

Think I might hit a movie at the dollar theater before picking up Kibble tonight. yay kibble in town. ^_^
seorgia: (Emotion: Lost)
( Apr. 10th, 2008 05:29 pm)
Why am I so very good at destroying my own life?

I just failed a fucking test because i just cannot get my head into the game. I'm so fucked.
seorgia: (Emotion: Swearing)
( Apr. 10th, 2008 10:18 am)
An hour and a half of sleep....

Oh god kill me now.

Test at 5 pm. I have no idea if I can even focus enough to drive to school let alone take the test with any kind of alacrity.


But at least K made me magical fresh buttermilk biscuits which really makes it all better. Alright time to try for another two hours of sleep before staggering towards my car and class.
seorgia: (Emotion: Fail)
( Apr. 8th, 2008 11:23 am)
*groans* I just finished completing my class schedule for summer and fall. I think I hate my life.

*sighs* Say hello to the course load o doom. Agh laptop power fadiiiiiinnnng....
seorgia: (Seo: What Makes Me Real?)
( Apr. 2nd, 2008 01:35 am)
I am still awake! Bwhahaha, fuck you sub-conscious! Though my awake status through amazing amounts of tiredness should surprise no one who knows of my addiction to staying up 'til the cows have come home and then gone back out again.

I'm seriously thinking of sleeping but I'm a bit gun shy after dreams of twitchyness and I hate sleeping at night. It isn't natural. There is no day star to make you warm and comfy. No wonderful noises and people to watch wander by. And besides all that being awake at night is fun. Okay, sometimes it is boring but I still rather like it. I think I've been sleeping in my car too much lately. I haven't begun feeling tired while driving but I really miss the sunlight and people at the college.

Tomorrow I go to the college to help Jesse prep for her party. I'm bringing gear and my amazing talent of doom! Bwhaha. I expect to be there cooking for a good portion of the day (squee!). I made a list of things to bring and I have a basic time-line for cooking in my head so all should go smooth. I have to prep when I wake up and then head on over early so I can drop my withdrawal from Contemporary Novel off at the SUB.

Crap I'm not sleepy anymore. I hate insomnia. You know I promised myself I would stop bitching and whining in these damn posts but fuck it. It's my damn journal and I'll be a whiny bitch if I want to. ....... Having said that um yeah I'm annoyed. Yeah, wish I could sleep. Oh and I'm hungry but it is too late to go eat anything. Oh and um ... hmmm what to bitch about? *ponders* I'm not wealthy? Damn my lack of unlimited funds. hmmmm what else? I'm thinking of strangling a friend's friend for being a complete twat. Then again that isn't new and interesting. But my life is rather boring. You I hate saying that since it isn't boring really. I've seen boring and I've seen busy, it isn't really either. My life is just, well there. I was thinking about dying the other day (I'm weird so sue me. I get bored while driving and let my mind wander) and I decided that for all I've done next to nothing with my life if I kicked the bucket like right now I will have lived a good life. It isn't perfect and I've fucked up loads of times but I think I did alright. I made more people happy then sad. I managed to gain a wonderful family and a few really good friends (and then all you other rabble :P). I've managed not to kill or seriously injure anyone to my knowledge. So all in all not bad. For all my amazing ability to fuck up and procrastinate my life tends to be pretty good. I've lost people along the way. Clan, friends, lovers and I've had my share of upsets but I guess we could count this as a win.

Having said all that I'm tired enough that I can taste the depression on the back of my tongue. I suppose I'll go try and sleep again.

You know one thing I really hate about April Fool's day is sometimes I can't tell if someone is joking or not and it is rather important. There was a death in one of my fandoms posted about yesterday and I just can't be sure. I feel like an ass for asking so I'm not gonna. Someone did something like this year before last in the same fandom so now I'm just confused and I'm not sure what I should feel. Shit, it looks like it is real. Fuck, fuck, fuck!
seorgia: (Emotion: Bored)
( Mar. 11th, 2008 04:44 pm)
Woot I have class in 15 mins and I have had a very productive day. I also spent a few hours between classes sleepy in my car. The dreams i had were very strange and I had to drag myself to the class right after. I think the only reason I went (besides the fact that I'm a good Seo... hehe yeah right) was that it had my favorite teacher and it is my fav class. The material is rather dry but the teacher makes it fun and I am actually somewhat interested in the economic history of the States. So I have math class next which is boring and full of the painful seats. God the damned things are uncomfortable. That is one problem I have with having 10 hour days of class it is not so comfortable to sit that long.

Oh well I guess I should toddle off to class. I have a couple errands to run after class and then home I go. I need food for the lizards (which Mika will not stop tormenting) and the mail a couple things. I want to get some writing done today. I was thinking over the Whale Song book and came up with something wonderful last night before finally passing out at like 6 in the morning. Oh sleep dep how I missed you. Four more days to spring break. I'm getting excited. All sorts of sleep and writing to be had. Plus a fair amount of gaming with my newly upgraded computer WOOOT! I can't wait for my parts to arrive * does a jig*. Plus I'm trying to get people to come over to party/game. Bwhaha

Oh crap class time!
seorgia: (Emotion: Lost)
( Feb. 28th, 2008 02:40 pm)
Aghhhh stupid headache go away!!! I don't like you very much. You are not making my day any better.

On the plus side I'm going to see The Mist in a real theater. The dollar theater near my school is playing it and I'm going.

On the not plus side I'm fairly depressed and happily not caring about the world or anything in it. At least I wish I wasn't. Instead my brain seems very determined to go over the same thoughts repeatedly. Bwhaha fuck you brain I shall rot you with horrible movies. Take that bitch! There is no depression there is only Zule motherfucker!

Ugh I should eat something today I think, besides that five fruit-roll ups I had earlier for brunch. Bleh such a waste of time tracking down food. Only really want protein. been on a major protein kick lately. Mmmm wings and steak.

The stupid vampire song by the Smashing Pumpkins is stuck in my head. I blame the Kheprians of course. Specifically Gryphon. Grr you evil vampire!

The sun is out today and it is very warm. I think I wish I was a plant so I could lay around in the sunlight all the time and be quiet. I like the sun. I spent my free time between classes in my car stretched out in a sunbeam. I wish I had fur like my cat to get all warm and toasty in the sun. Mostly I just wish I was something else that didn't think too much and get headaches like ice picks in your brain. Mostly I'll just be happy when the 12th rolls around. I gots wicked surprise plans.

God I wish my head would stop hurting. Fucking stress headaches.
seorgia: (Emotion: Power)
( Feb. 28th, 2008 12:58 am)

1. An interval of time during which a characteristic, often regularly repeated event or sequence of events occurs: Sunspots increase and decrease in intensity in an 11-year cycle.

a. A single complete execution of a periodically repeated phenomenon: A year constitutes a cycle of the seasons.
b. A periodically repeated sequence of events: the cycle of birth, growth, and death; a cycle of reprisal and retaliation.

I have school tomorrow. It was snowing earlier and I need gas for my car.

I might make a trip this weekend. I've been planning it for a few weeks though I know my gaming buddies want to do Vampire this weekend. Bugger I need more hours in the day at times. Haha I'm so popular and in demand. Funny how laughing hurts.

One week, 6 days *smile*

I have a killer headache. Today was mostly spent with me in my room trying enjoying the dim lighting. I also went shopping with K mmmm Shiny! The I went out and picked up a video for Gryphon and couldn't stand to stare at the TV long enough to watch it. oh well maybe some other time.

You ever try and talk with someone about something and they think they know what you are talking about but they are in a completely different field? Like they just can't look past the very obvious to what is really on your mind? And you repeat yourself that A, while a glaring issue, isn't the real issue and matters almost not at all other then it is a subset of other issue but not important in and of itself? Sometimes I find talking to walls to be more productive then to other people. At least a wall doesn't often tell you what your issue is even when you know what your issue is...well not too often. I have boxes of books covering my walls. Books are very nice to talk to, they usually tell you a story or flutter at you. I like books. They are usually very nice and soft spoken creatures.

I have school all day tomorrow. I believe I should go to bed and stare at the ceiling for a while since I'm not tired. *giggles*
seorgia: (Default)
( Feb. 27th, 2008 01:07 am)
Exams in two classes this week. Well okay last week but one didn't get done until today. I did alright in the one I did last week. I would have gotten an A but I kinda completely read the final question wrong and wrote a brilliant essay on the wrong damn thing. Duh! So no points there. This bring that exam down to a C but it doesn't count of much to the grade so I'm not worried. It was a sort of test exam so we could get an idea of how he does these things. So I think I'll do fine in the class. Actually it is a fascinating course, mostly because the teacher is so amazingly cool. It is almost enough to make me wish to change my major to economics... almost. The other test went well and I'll get my grade later this week. Blegh I hate accounting. At least at this level where they change things every other second. Oh that and I have decided all economics is based on some made up BS by some old white guys. Microeconomics seems to be the softest science I've ever studied and that is so saying something.

Anyhow school is going okay. I didn't get to math class today because the roads had turned to crap and I wanted to get home before it all froze over.

Ugh headache. Enough updating from me.
seorgia: (Holiday: CNY Rat Prosper)
( Feb. 21st, 2008 01:32 am)
I am amazingly tired. But there shall be no rest for the wicked. Tomorrow is the Lantern Festival (okay a day or two early but the weekend is a no go). So tonight I have been cooking up a storm and today I went shopping at the local Asianish market. Tomorrow's menu is something like this:

Steamed pork buns
Turnip cake
Mochi and Green Tea ice cream
fried dumplings
And some random candy and snacks
Bubble Tea

Part of that I made from scratch. I meant to make up more lanterns but ran out of time. Bugger LOL. Maybe I'll make some with the kids when I get home tomorrow or maybe I can convince Kt to help me out by projecting the kids. Either way it should be fun. I have a few friends dropping by though there are almost no definite times for anyone *chuckles*.

I have two tests tomorrow. One first thing in the morning and one at like 2 pm. Ugh I still need to study. Juggling cooking, hair care, and studying today has not been fun. I'll be happy when the weekend comes and I can crash. I'm still a bit jet lagged.

K 'nough out of me. I've got some buns to finish and some accounting to review.
seorgia: (Default)
( Feb. 12th, 2008 02:37 pm)
Ugh my head feels so fucked. I had more weird dreams while sleeping in the car through lunch (who needs food?). Shanti was in one. I hope she is doing alright. I don't have class until 5 because of the middle of the day class being canceled. Couldn't be at the end or beginning? Nope, it had to be my mid-day class.

So I'm online for a bit then I'm going to go get some coffee. I'd do both at the same time but you can't have coffee in the computer lab.

Ugh my head feels horrible. Maybe I should have gotten lunch or breakfast after all? Naw fuck that whole eating nonsense. Coffee will fix all.

My last class is math and the weather is beginning to get fairly craptastic. Oh joy. I believe I'm going food shopping tonight and I have a birthday cake I'm completing tomorrow for a friend of mine. Was supposed to do it today but i don't think transporting a cake in this weather is going to be on my to do list.

Huh aim, I don't think relief should make you want to go throw up. Haha stomach I haven't given you anything! There's nothing to throw up you suck! Ooo headache.

Offline time.
seorgia: (Default)
( Feb. 11th, 2008 02:02 am)
I was going to go get pierced today (probably for the wrong reasons honestly) but I was twarted by a lack of a piercer in New Paltz. Instead Jesse and I sat around the Muddy Cup drinking coffee and chatting about recent events and other random things. It was fairly pleasant. Afterwards we watched a horrible movie at her place (my choice of movie was flawed) ad then I went on home.

My head is still all over the place. I feel like I should just repeat that over and over because that is all my mind seems able to do, repeat things over and over again. I'll be home most of tomorrow catching up on school work and trying to help out around the house. I have a shagload of chores to do I just haven't had any interest in doing the past week or so. I do need to run out and get food for my lizards and take care of one or two other things. I'm leaving to visit my mom in a few days. I'm not sure if I am excited or not. I don't really like being gone from my household for that many days in a row. I miss my kids and my housemates and I have pets that require attention but I like seeing my mom. It is probably good for me to get away for a while but I really don't want to. I wish my mom lived a bit closer. Then I could visit more often without it eating a week of my time.

There are so many things I want to say to so many people right now. The thoughts crowd the back of my teeth waiting for a chance to escape. So many things it feels like drowning while awake.

Gonna head to bed now. I believe my mood has fallen again. I should go to the doctor and get things checked but it requires too much energy and I just don't care enough to bother.
seorgia: (Pets: Sleepy)
( Feb. 1st, 2008 03:18 am)
Ugh I am tired. I had school all day (though I missed my morning class) then I headed up to Albany to shop from Chinese New Year and say good bye to Scott. He is off to Germany for a few weeks on more army training goodness. I'm so jealous that he is going to Germany though. I know it is for army stuff but he still will get to spend lots of time off base. We met up with Jay and Heather and had a grand time. I do miss seeing my Scottling everyday.

I am going to desperately try and get up at 9 in the morning tomorrow so I can get bills paid and help take care of the mutt. I've been horrible about mutt duties since school started. I'm still trying t figure out my schedule and work her into it properly. As is three days a week I'm just plain gone all day at school. Tomorrow is one of those days but I don't have to leave until 11 so I'll at least be able to get her up in the morning as long as I manage to drag myself out of bed.

School is going fairly well so far. I have homework due and a ton of reading for my intro to novel course. I need to download the books. I've got the first one, Don Quixote, saved on my computer. I'm trying to avoid buying most of my texts this semester since I never use the bloody things anyhow.

Alright bed for me. I'm tire as hell and I've alot of work to do tomorrow.


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